my weekend has been completely bipolar.

so, for halloween i dressed up as lucy! :D and i had an awesome time celebrating with some of my favorite people.



but the next day was not so good. i woke up, went on facebook, which i should never do while hungover, and saw some news that i didn't think would bother me as much as it did. it shouldn't bother me. i shouldn't even care. but then again i am alyssa. and i care too much about him.











heroes ftw!



"I will never know what it was like to be her. But I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. You hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside." -girl interrupted


that has never applied more than it does now.